But when i really think about it. I have no clue what it is im looking for.
I just wanna make you happy is all.
i then ran away to only text them to check for a gift LMFAO
im such a G!!! hahaha
i really miss Hawaii. it was sooooo chill over there. i really miss going under the mango tree we had in the front and napping there for a few hours on the bench. clarity of mind and a worry free life style. why cant i have that?
oh how you keep me from doing the more important things in life ^_^
what if i were to become blind?
what if i had to witness my vision slowly fade away?
what if i couldn’t do anything about it?
what if i had to go on with the rest of my life blind?
I’m asking this question cause last night i had a dream where my vision slowly faded away. it was a crazy experience. the thoughts of never being able to see the world is a depressing thing. i really hope that never happens to me.
the ooVoo account. add it. hit it up so i can see yah face while we speak words!! or not… its cool i guess lol
i like how when im done with a huge problem in my life another one appears.. why cant things be a little more simpler. its bugging me cause like im going in circles that may lead to no where. =/
We are buccaneers
We refuse to be seen as anything different
We are proud of what we have become…
The day of reckoning has arrived..
Will you be ready?
Will you prove yourself to us?
Will you bring everything onto that field?
These are the questions commonly asked..
Many individuals test us with these questions
They think that these thoughts have not crossed our minds before
When in truth these questions have already been answered long ago…
We are ready for what is coming..
The whistle will blow and the massacre will begin
We prepared for everything on that feild
We trained to hard to simply accept defeat
It has all come to pass
It has gotten us to where we are now
We all have them burning in our hearts
And the Buc’s hearts burn too furiously for the flames to fade away
For we are too proud of what we do.
For we are too stubborn to listen to negativity
For we are too strong to fall by the hands of our enemies
And we refuse to think that they are better then us
We live for those moments on that field
And we refuse to let a win slip from our grasp…
We will not stop till we get victory
We are not going to sit with our heads down saying “maybe next time”
We are not even looking for a simple “good season”
For the Buc’s only seek and strive for flawlessness!!
Each and everyone of us has had their share of hardship
Some have fallen to those hardships
Never again able to pick up from where they started
But the rest of us were able to band together to overcome them…
We banded together to form not only a team but a family
We are a rag-tag group of kids that have constructed an indistructible bond
We watch over each other and help one another when in a dilemma
The Bucs are always willing to do these actions for one another
We are willing to sacrifice everything for any Buccaneer
We are an unstoppable force
We are like a well oiled machine
There is nothing that can stand in our way
FOR WE HAVE TRAINED
FOR WE HAVE BONDED
FOR WE HAVE OVERCOME
WE ARE THE WARRIORS KNOWN AS THE BELLEVILLE BUCCANEERS
AND WE WILL REIGN HELL ON THOSE WHO STAND AGAINST US…
WHERE WILL YOU BE WHEN THE BUCS BRING HELL?…
hugest worry has been lifted of my shoulders. i feel so light that i can float. happinesss has filled the aybss i once had in me. euphoria. thats all that i can say about it. funny thing is. nothing really changed from yesterday. just the simplest of things. it would probably would have been 100x better if i didnt mess up in the first place. but either way im happy and content with this current status. just gotta stay humble is all and shit will slowly play its role. =)))
famz always did.. no one other then them..there could have been but no..
its all good tho. shit went IN haha
i hope i never have to take a life… i think i can do it if i had to but i think i would crack under the stress afterwards. i just dont see myself as that ruthless. the human life is precious. so everyone should live it up to the fullest. =)
i hope to have a lot of children…dont think im gonna start anytime soon tho lol. im def not ready for that type of commitment yet. children take a lot outa you hell i can barely take care of myself haha. i just love kids tho…and i wanna be known as the Manalo Clan XD