that shit I think about

But when i really think about it. I have no clue what it is im looking for.

I just wanna make you happy is all.

i then ran away to only text them to check for a gift LMFAO

im such a G!!! hahaha

i really miss Hawaii. it was sooooo chill over there. i really miss going under the mango tree we had in the front and napping there for a few hours on the bench. clarity of mind and a worry free life style. why cant i have that?

oh how you keep me from doing the more important things in life ^_^

what if i were to become blind?

what if i had to witness my vision slowly fade away?

what if i couldn’t do anything about it?

what if i had to go on with the rest of my life blind?

I’m asking this question cause last night i had a dream where my vision slowly faded away. it was a crazy experience. the thoughts of never being able to see the world is a depressing thing. i really hope that never happens to me.

the ooVoo account. add it. hit it up so i can see yah face while we speak words!! or not… its cool i guess lol

i like how when im done with a huge problem in my life another one appears.. why cant  things be a little more simpler. its bugging me cause like im going in circles that may lead to no where. =/

We are buccaneers

We refuse to be seen as anything different

We are proud of what we have become…

The day of reckoning has arrived..

Will you be ready?

Will you prove yourself to us?

Will you bring everything onto that field?

These are the questions commonly asked..

Many individuals test us with these questions

They think that these thoughts have not crossed our minds before

When in truth these questions have already been answered long ago…

We are ready for what is coming..

The whistle will blow and the massacre will begin

We prepared for everything on that feild

We trained to hard to simply accept defeat

The TEARS

The BLODD

The SWEAT

The PAIN

It has all come to pass 

It has gotten us to where we are now

The PASSION

The PRIDE

The DISCIPLINE

The AMBITION

We all have them burning in our hearts

And the Buc’s hearts burn too furiously for the flames to fade away

For we are too proud of what we do.

For we are too stubborn to listen to negativity

For we are too strong to fall by the hands of our enemies

And we refuse to think that they are better then us

The CONTACT

The ADRENALINE

The SPEED

The AGGRESSION

We live for those moments on that field

And we refuse to let a win slip from our grasp…

We will not stop till we get victory

We are not going to sit with our heads down saying “maybe next time”

We are not even looking for a simple “good season”

For the Buc’s only seek and strive for flawlessness!!

Each and everyone of us has had their share of hardship

Some have fallen to those hardships

Never again able to pick up from where they started

But the rest of us were able to band together to overcome them…

We banded together to form not only a team but a family

We are a rag-tag group of kids that have constructed an indistructible bond

We watch over each other and help one another when in a dilemma

To PROTECT

To GUIDE

To SUPPORT

The Bucs are always willing to do these actions for one another

We are willing to sacrifice everything for any Buccaneer

We are an unstoppable force

We are like a well oiled machine

There is nothing that can stand in our way

FOR WE HAVE TRAINED

FOR WE HAVE BONDED

FOR WE HAVE OVERCOME

WE ARE THE WARRIORS KNOWN AS THE BELLEVILLE BUCCANEERS

AND WE WILL REIGN HELL ON THOSE WHO STAND AGAINST US…

WHERE WILL YOU BE WHEN THE BUCS BRING HELL?…

hugest worry has been lifted of my shoulders. i feel so light that i can float. happinesss has filled the aybss i once had in me. euphoria. thats all that i can say about it. funny thing is. nothing really changed from yesterday. just the simplest of things. it would probably would have been 100x better if i didnt mess up in the first place. but either way im happy and content with this current status. just gotta stay humble is all and shit will slowly play its role. =)))

famz always did.. no one other then them..there could have been but no..

its all good tho. shit went IN haha

i hope i never have to take a life… i think i can do it if i had to but i think i would crack under the stress afterwards. i just dont see myself as that ruthless. the human life is precious. so everyone should live it up to the fullest. =)

i hope to have a lot of children…dont think im gonna start anytime soon tho lol. im def not ready for that type of commitment yet. children take a lot outa you hell i can barely take care of myself haha. i just love kids tho…and i wanna be known as the Manalo Clan XD