I can’t take this. my heart yearns for her happiness. She’s mad at me due to these circumstances and there’s nothing that I can do about it. Her heart’s hurt cause of me. That fact alone eats away at me with every second that passes. It…it hurts. Like an unbelievable pain …. I’m so sorry babe this is completely my fault ill handle your heart as best I can from now on.I promise. I really do love you. Please don’t think otherwise.
It just made me rethink everything. I couldn’t believe my growth over the years cause of that sport. I loved it. I left with no regrets. But still would give anything in the world to have a week of practice with a game in the end. *sigh* well time to grow up and get to where I’m going. :)